“I can’t keep doing this.”
You said it in your car.
Or quietly after everyone had gone to bed.
You’d just finished apologising… again.
For snapping.
For saying yes when you meant no.
For disappearing and calling it rest.
You feel it in your chest. You know something has to shift.
And maybe, just maybe – this is what you’ve been waiting for.
Because you can feel it already:
You’re not meant to carry this anymore.
Maybe you know exactly what I mean…
Does This Sound Familiar?
You know the cycle.
Say yes – resent it.
Say nothing – implode later.
You’ve done so much work. You’re self-aware.
But you still snap.
You still shut down.
You still struggle to regulate.
You still carry what isn’t yours.
Your body is screaming:
“I can’t keep doing this.”
You Know It’s Time…
To stop proving your worth and start living with it.
To release the shame that made you hide, and the fear that holds you back.
To finally feel safe in your truth.
To let the old roles not dictate – the pleaser, the overachiever, the one who holds it all.
To end the cycle… not just in your mind, but in your bones.
What If…
You could finally take that breath, embrace that exhale.
You moved through the world without bracing, apologising, or hiding.
You felt steady, true, and fully in your power – no matter who’s watching.
What if the part of you you’ve been searching for… is finally safe to come home?
This isn’t about feeling good for a weekend.
This is about walking away with tools, truths, and embodied shifts that change everything.
You’ll learn how to:
Challenge and transform your limiting beliefs – especially the ones that whisper “I’m not good enough” or “It’s my fault”
Unhook from shame and fear that have silently shaped your choices and kept you playing small
Lead yourself through activation, disconnection, and inner chaos using tools you’ll never unlearn
Reclaim your true self – the one buried beneath perfectionism, protection, and old identities
Unlock your capacity to love and lead from within, not from wounds or survival strategies
Build your inner safety system so you can meet your pain without abandoning yourself
Most approaches separate mind and body, root and shadow, top-down from bottom-up.
They teach you to understand but not embody.
They manage symptoms but miss the deep shame that keeps the system looping.
The Self-Worth Model goes where the real work lives:
It’s trauma-focused, not just trauma-informed.
It integrates your cognitive knowing with deep somatic unwinding.
It brings you back to radical self-worth – the missing link underneath every cycle.
You’ll be guided through our signature frameworks:
The Self-Worth Model™ – an 8-part map to rebuild your worth from the inside out
The Fear Extraction Process™ – locate, unearth, and alchemize the core fear driving your survival patterns
The Reclamation Process™ – release old roles and identities that no longer serve you
The Truth Realignment Process™ – anchor into the you that’s always been there beneath it all
This isn’t a retreat, it is a movement, a homecoming.
It’s not something you attend – it’s something that lives inside you after.
It Ends With Us was born from the Self-Worth Model, but it became its own being.
A heartbeat, a pulse, creating legacies that ripple.
You’ll leave different. Not fixed – free.
✔ Breathwork, somatic release, and a full nervous system reset
✔ Qi gong, yoga, lymphatic drainage & fascia movement
✔ Gestalt Chair work, grief rituals, and family constellations
✔ Inner child healing, parts & shadow work
✔ Intimate group sharing, creative expression, and ceremony
✔ 3 days of deep, guided transformation in luxury accommodation at Zensi, Mudgee
You’re not here to keep circling. You’re here to end it.
This isn’t a break from your life.
It’s a return to it – with boundaries, truth, embodiment, and power.
This is where survival ends.
This is where you begin again.
Who This Is For
✅ For the leader who feels like they’ve done so much of “the work” but still don’t feel free
✅ For the growth-led leader craving intimacy, depth, and alignment
✅ For the brave – the ones who are ready to break cycles for good
✅ For those who are done masking, and ready to belong to themselves
8. Who This Isn’t For
❌ That those that aren’t safe and stable.
❌This isn’t a surface-level reset.
❌ This isn’t for you if you’re looking for a quick fix.
❌ This isn’t for the version of you who wants to be saved.
This is for the one who’s ready to lead themself home.
This retreat is intentionally intimate. The work is deep. The results are real.
Because of that, this experience is by application only.
This isn’t a program you “join.”
It’s a journey you say yes to with your whole body.
Before we move forward, we’ll meet for a short clarity call to ensure this is the right time and the right container for you. If aligned, you’ll be invited to complete a brief application form.
This retreat is facilitated by Jackson Goding – clinical psychotherapist, trauma therapist, creator of the Self-Worth Model™, and the founder of Find Reason Therapy.
I spent years disconnected, surviving, dissociating, pretending I was okay.
I told myself I was functional, healthy, in control.
But underneath, I was ashamed, bypassing my truth, stuck in invisible patterns.
When I finally fell, I couldn’t get back up the way I used to.
Not this time.
I had to come home to the parts I avoided.
I had to stop hiding and start loving me.
Genuinely. Fully. With compassion and accountability.
That’s what this retreat is.
A homecoming.
Not just for me, for you too.
Not just healing, but remembering who you really are.
It Ends With Us is the culmination of everything I’ve lived, studied, facilitated, and embodied. It’s not just a retreat.
It’s my legacy work.
It’s sacred.
And if you’re ready to go all in, I’ll meet you there.
If we haven’t worked together before, you’ll receive a powerful preparation container to ensure you’re ready for the depth of this retreat.
Includes:
✔ 3 x Deep Dive 1:1 Sessions with Jackson (before the retreat)
✔ Group Preparation Call
✔ 3-Day Retreat at Zensi, Mudgee
✔ Post-Retreat Integration Group Call
If you’ve already been through one of my core programs – like Find Your Worth, mentorship, or long-term therapy – you’ll know the depth we go to. You’ve laid the foundation. Now it’s time to take that further.
Includes:
✔ Group Preperation Call
✔ 3-Day Retreat at Zensi, Mudgee
✔ Post-Retreat Integration Group Call
(You’ve done what it takes to be ready. This is the next level.)
$4 Now $ $3.5k
For those ready to go all in – to rebuild their self-worth and integrate it fully through the retreat.
Includes:
8 x 1:1 Online Sessions (or in-person if near Crows Nest, Sydney)
3-Day Retreat at Zensi, Mudgee
Voice Message Access for real-time support (boundaries discussed)
Accountability Check-Ins
Find Your Worth Coursework ($600 value)
PDFs, Video & Audio Resources ($200 value)
Bonus Meditation + Tools
Lifetime Access to the Be The Reason Community
Original Value: $8,500
You Save $850 with the Full Package
$7,650 (10% Discount Applied)
You won’t find a detailed itinerary here.
And that’s intentional.
If I told you exactly what we were doing…
Your ego might talk you out of coming.
Your protector might cling to structure to feel safe.
Your mind might try to prepare, manage, or control the experience.
But this retreat isn’t for the part of you that needs a plan.
It’s for the part of you that’s finally ready to let go.
That said – here’s a soft glimpse:
Day 1: Grounding, agreements, nervous system safety
Day 2: Emotional release, shadows, grief, reclamation
Day 3: Rebirth, Inner child homecoming, movement, celebration
Day 4: Embodiment, integration, closure
Everything is trauma-focussed, intentional, and held with deep reverence.
